Ghost
Well I had a strange experience today. I had a date today with that nice gentlemen I met via F.O.B.'s profile. The date was great. He's a nice guy and a good conversationalist. But what was so strange about it was that he reminded me of my ex. Same expressive eyes, similar smile, same voice, same build, same height, only older and more attractive. It was like being with a ghost. There were times it was hard to look at him and hard to focus. I felt out-of-sorts, as if I had wandered into an alternate dimension.
All in all we had a good time and are planning to see each other again but I am pretty certain that this will not be a lasting thing. Casual sex at best.
Still though, looking into those eyes... hearing that voice... seeing that face... I was overwhelmed with the sense of what could have been between me and my ex, had things turned out differently.
